February 15, 2007

sad

i had to quit the travel team. i am so overwhelmingly sad. i didn't expect to be so very sad. i am unexpectedly sad. i really wasn't prepared for how quitting was going to effect me. it made me cry. i still feel like crying as i type this. i'm so heartbroken.

i'm having the most difficult time trying to find a job. i am working with three different staffing agencies and have only had one, yes one, job interview. that job interview was for an advertising agency. a job that i would LOVE to get. unfortunately... the interview was on tuesday and the staffing agency has not heard back. bummer.

i really really need to get a job pronto. this is getting beyond desperate. that's why i had to quit the travel team. as it turns out we will have to begin paying dues and i simply cannot afford to do it. there's that and then there's the uniform and travel expenses... it's just too much. too many unnecessary expenses when we've already got debt to the eyeballs.

i just wish i wasn't so weepy about it.

giggle-more at 10:25 PM


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